MAKE ME AN INSTRUMENT OF PEACE

There are many things that interest me. Music for example. I played music professionally for most of my adult life. I was 17 when I played at my first dance. I'm pretty sure I was just shy of my 51st birthday when I played for my last dance. GOD wastes nothing. Today I produce the audio for First United Methodist Church here in
River City. Lots of music here. So I am not out of music. I just do something different with it. When I came home with the news that I had been asked to join my first Rock & Roll band my dad's reaction was " Who would pay to watch you play?".
Pretty much describes my relationship with the man that was to have so much of an influence on me. This coming Monday, May 1st, I am going to counter-protest this amnesty boycott. Just me. Maybe my dad. I don't know. He says he will take a bit of a stroll with me. He even said he will still go after I told him yesterday there will be at least one TV station there. I don't know what to expect. I believe he served our nation during WWII. I believe he worked hard in that cement mill, manufacturing the products that re-built Europe following its destruction during that war. But I also believe he made decisions that to this day I do not understand. Until the last few years I could not watch a John Wayne movie without seeing my dad in the lead role. I believed our estrangement was due to my lifestyle and choices. It has only been during these last few years I began to understand the gulf between us now is the same as it was when he did not come watch me play in the taverns and supper clubs though he had a bar in his basement. It is the same as it was when I was a scout and he did not take an active role in the progran I was so involved with. It is the same as it was when he quit his job, gave our house back to the bank, and moved home to his mom and dad's following his breakup with my mother. I believe his relationship with me has been tainted by that divorce my whole life. But if he goes through with this...
I pray every day to be an instrument of GOD's peace. I don't always live up to this ideal I strive for. I hope these marchers on Monday awaken this slumbering giant to the peril that lives among us and directly to our south.
Well I must finish this and once again retrun to the world to slay dragons for my fair maiden. First I must post the guard, repair the breach in our outer defenses, and clear the moat of bridging material.